Cagon

Cagon

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Fireside Chats:

Tell me what you think, how you feel, etc.
I have a real, imaginary degree in counseling:)

25 comments:

  1. Johnathan, SabreWind has asked me to talk to you. We already know that he cannot get a ticket online for tonight and if you do not have the money than we understand. We must talk about when though. He has the money waiting for tomorrow and we have agreed with The Council to extend things.

    Know that your brother truly does believe in you when no one will. I have had my eyes open because of him, your freedom lies in front of you and he knows you will take it.

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  2. http://www.mapquest.com/maps?1c=Owensboro&1s=KY&2c=Bowling+Green&2s=KY&2a=55+PARKER+AVE&2z=42101&2pn=greyhound#a/maps/l:::Owensboro:KY::US:37.7742:-87.113297:city:Daviess+County:1/l:Greyhound+Lines:55+Parker+Ave:Bowling+Green:KY:42101:US:37.009635:-86.383603:address::1/m::6:37.380479:-86.748568:0:::::/io:1:::::f:EN:M:/e

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  3. Brother, I can feel your heart, it is so bright and warm. It is so...amazing.

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  4. Yes Brother I have set new things in motion, I have given you time but be ready because this is it, I believe in you Brother not only as a friend, not only as my king, but I believe in you as my one true Brother

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  5. .....I have a plan but it requires the trust I ask. I am thinking about buying the ticket soon and I will let you know but know that it may be a possible early morning bus, for a very good reason. If that becomes the case I will let you know and call you early. Otherwise it will be in the early afternoon. So be ready and make sure everything is packed and hide the bag or leave with nothing and I can pay for everything you need.

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  6. I also have a recommendation, try not to give anything away that you are leaving, it will help trust me.

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  7. So anyway Bowling Green is the only station nearby that sells the tickets online tomorrow

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  8. Ok so once I am ready I will give you the time to leave, it will be soon

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  9. hopefully as close to March 20th as possible.

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  10. You must be here by then. You forget about that hehe it is ok, there is a reason behind it. Father knows I can do it alone but he wants you there, our whole family wants you here.

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  11. unfortunately there is no more time I apologize for that

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  12. So yah tonight is the last oppurtunity that I am aloud to give...I am sorry

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  13. Alright John the decision has been made for today....I am sorry but today is the last time I can interfere. Father would like to talk to you about this, he seems concerned for you and I am too.

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  14. Know that if you do not come there will be consequences for both of us and I can assure you this time it is worse than sacrifice. I do this against everyone to protect you and they have agreed to allow me to try. We must talk on how to do this ASAP

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  15. Please brother I beg of you to get on the bus and avoid this punishment. I am very proud to be your brother and I cannot and will not allow you to be harmed.

    I Love You

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  16. Dear Brother,

    I ask you to do this for yourself more importantly, to be free, to feel, to be what you are and have nobody judge you, to have a chance to live, a chance to love, a chance to make choices for yourself and be what you want to be, I can't stand being here knowing that my Brother is suffering something worse than death.

    I give you the keys, I give you the gate, I give you the path, I give you everything you need, I do not ask you to tear away your human life from you I ask you to do what you know is better for you. One day your family will understand it but too be forced upon your family to go to therapy for just being who you are is more than madness. I know what all this will do too you, the same thing that happened to me so long ago.

    You are my brother and I cannot accept letting you live like this. I almost bought a round trip ticket to Kentucky to get you but I know you must make the choice.

    Here are the choices that lay upon you:

    Choice #1: Get on the bus, take a risk and I promise you I will stand by your side to not only protect you but to give you a life that you deserve. I can take care of all your needs including your love of music and learning. You will be not only protected but you will be shown a world full of beauty, life, and freedom.

    Choice #2: You can stay here and live a double life but know that it will kill you trust me. Our ties will be cut as well as any and all communication. You will continue to be caged up, following a system and a way of life that doesn't fit you at all. Your family will still push you to go to therapy and eventually it will drive you mad because they won't accept you for what you are. You will be left alone without guidance and you will continue to until you make the effort to get out.

    Know that if you stay you will suffer a terrible punishment and I cannot say what it is, Father is the one who wants to let you know but you must contact on here or on the other blog.


    Remember Brother this is the last time I can open the gate for a long time. Know that I have had my punishment removed and I will not die, but I want you here, I want you to help me and be there to support me as I support you. I want to know that today all my sacrifices, all my resistance and all my interference was not in vain.

    I Love You Dearly. This is the opportunity you deserve. Remember no matter what I still believe in you and I always will.

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  17. My Son, My flesh and blood,

    It pains me to have to bring up the subject but I, no we truly pray for you to come. There is much happening to you that you do not realize and it is starting to affect SabreWind. I must tell you that you determine the outcome of the world as well. You have half of his heart and this you must know is what will determine whether he succeeds or fails.

    Your Brother is to become greater than all of us, he is the keeper of the New Order and without you he cannot accomplish the beginning of this. Things have changed drastically because of him and for that he is able to defy The Council with leniency.

    Know that you were supposed to become a statue last night and you were to be stripped of everything, but your brother stopped it, he hates to see us force things upon you. He wants you with him for more than just a task, his love for you is endless and I cannot explain the heart that I can feel within him.

    He no longer fears anything but he still wishes for you be there and this punishment that was to be put on you made him realize a lot. He truly does care or you and please do not take this last minute and final attempt as a way to get you here.

    He is protecting you from not only your life you are living now, but what comes to you if you do not step on this bus. He hates the fact that if you are to not step onto the bus and come today that you will become a statue. He has everyone against him right now and he does not care, he just wants to help you.

    You must take his hand because he knows what future you will have living like you do now and it kills him everyday. Remember we are all so very proud of you but remember that sometimes you need to jump before you look because if you do not jump, eventually you will be pushed to the edge and fall.

    We all love you so much and know that we are all cheering for you no matter what you do.

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  18. You must leave today....it is the last time I can do anything

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